Well, suprisingly there has been 1 person that's always reading my blog... i don't know why? but i surely do appreciate it..thank you Ms. (Fell down the stairs)....well, i'd really like to write sumthing for u, since ur d one alwiz reading it.....if i asked u whether u thought that i hate u or i love you..which would u say? haha...though question eh? same as i could not answer if u'd ask me the same thing. Things have not been the same since d incident back then... i just thought u might wanna know that i don't hate u...and i'm telling u dis coz i do care... and all i hope from u is for u to get a grip on ur life... the reason i am mean sometimes its coz i feel u r ignorant and arrogant.. somehow, u think u know what u should...but u alwiz end up with depression...is it worth it? i'm surely not trying to dictate ur life or something...just giving u a piece of advice as a friend...do change ur lifestyle..its not that u cannot, u can if u want to... its just a matter of determination and i know u still got some in you... i know at the end of reading this, u'd probably be angry at me...either that or disgusted at what i am saying...but u know, if its for the best, i would not mind... maybe someday u'd know that its just that i care for you. Sorry that i have not been able to show u how much i do care, but i do....written in public...no more proof needed! :) so do take care and i do hope ur studies come along well. Do have a good life. Thats all i can wish for you! cheers! smile alwiz k? after all, it was ur smile that killed me at first sight:)